This one goes out to everyone dealing with insurance woes. To everyone needing approvals and letters of necessity stating that you still need your life sustaining medications. For me it is insulin and the devices I use to keep me going every day. My omnipods, dexcom sensors, and glucose meters that allow me the freedom to care for myself and my children with just a pinch of ease. These are supplies I NEED and should not be questioned over every year by insurance.
I completely understand that business is business and I will not claim to know the ins and outs of companies. Or doctors offices. I can only speak for myself and what I know to be true. That truth is that we, the people who need and depend on insurances and pharmacies, have to continuously be fighting for our lives. There is no break in our everyday care nor is there vacation time in ensuring that our medical needs are met.
January was a rough month for me.
I went back and forth, phone call after exhausting phone call, crying and begging for people to listen and do their parts. There was a complete possibility I was not going to be receiving my supplies because insurance companies were not communicating with doctors offices and vice versa. I was running low on insulin, a medication I need to live, and it was overwhelming. It was frustrating and irrationally heartbreaking. I had experienced hiccups before but nothing of this magnitude. I was left feeling lost. Helpless. Abandoned by the only people who could make these decisions concrete.
A phone conversation between my sister and I ended in tears when I admitted from the depths of my soul that I did not want to be a type one diabetic anymore. I was done with it. Over the whole situation. I wanted to give up but the reality is that you can not give up. It is literally a life or death matter. My sister, with grace and so much love, told me to do what I had to do. To cry it out but to get back up. There is no turning it off and that unfortunately these are the cards I was dealt. But to give up was to be giving up on myself, my hard work, and my family. I am not a quitter.
It took me getting extra feisty with people for them to see the dire situation they were putting me in. Which brings me to the point of this whole post…We are our only advocates! For the insurance companies and doctors, I am not saying they do not care, but to them this is still just a job. We have to stand up for ourselves, for our lives. We can not sit down and be silent. We have to fight. With everything we have we need to fight. No one else is going to do it for us. Yes, we can have amazing teams working with us and trying to guide us. However, at the end of the day it is OUR health on the line.
Never give up. Keep at it until their only option is to give you what you need.